The spontaneous attempt to write something insightful here has failed.
So let me dig out something old:
*rummages through an old drawer....*
Weird to be this way,
The need to be popular and liked
and so easy to get swept into it
and drown....
stupid isn't it?
it backfires
loving to be popular backfires.
A diary entry from my young naive days (some ten years ago). I was trying to be popular, trying to impress someone only to end up having my character destroyed and my reputation smeared. Looking back now, I was just stupid. And I thought I was all that. The person I was trying to impress isn't much anything, why I looked up to this person is now unknown to me and my reasons then seem so daft I would, if I could, go back in time and smack myself upside the head. Hard.